On thinking I'm better than science

I am going insane.

Certainty

I feel like my life thus far has been dictated by external forces, with [studying in] China being the independent variable. Now that I'm done with my undergraduate studies with a degree that I feel nothing for, I need to finally move onto the next step and take what's mine. In other words, I need to ignore others and make choices based on what I want to do.

First step? Going back to China.
I figured I spent 3 years learning the language so I might as well master it.